What's the Point of It All?
Okay, so the last time I posted I was talking about Africa. Well, surprise surprise I didn't actually do anything about my need to go to Africa. I feel like I'm running in circles sometimes, with no end in sight. Don't get me wrong I know that education is important, but when I switched my major from Biology to Computer Science, I felt like I was giving up on my dream of becoming a doctor. Yeah, I know, I'm only 21 I can still go to med school and become the person I always wanted to be, but I feel like if I don't do it now then it may never happen. I'm working towards my bachelors degree in Computer Science, and while I'm good at computers and like that there is very little human interaction, I just don't feel the challenge or the drive to succeed that I did when I was working towards med school. I know I'm complaining and I know that some kids don't even get the opportunity to go to school let alone college, but I still feel like it's all a waste of time. I mean, we're all going to die in the end anyway, right? So what's the point? That's the question that I have been asking myself for a while now, and nobody seems to have an answer for me. What is the point? Do our best to go to heaven, for some, or become worm food, for others. If you're wondering, no I am not suicidal, I just wonder sometimes if it's worth it. I don't really know where I stand on the issue of heaven or hell, well God in general, I'm in a sort of limbo when it comes to the issue of religion and I don't know if I will ever get out of it or if I'm destined to live life like this. Anybody have any sort of advice?NEW PUPPY
On a cheerier note, I just got a 6 month old brindle puppy and she is just the cutest thing you could imagine. I already love her to pieces and she has only been with us for two weeks. Our other dogs don't seem to mind her and our Terrier mix seems to love to play with her.
Isn't she just the cutest thing!!?
She loves to sit on our laps and take a nap, I'm sure once she gets bigger she won't be able to do that, so we're enjoying it for now.
Well, that's pretty much all that's been going on in my life. Until next time help your fellow man and become a better human being for generations to come.
