Friends

Okay, so I think my friends totally read my blog. Well, they didn't even know I had a blog so I have to say that them reading it is a major plus. It makes communication so much easier since I'm pretty sure all my blogs couldn't fit in a text. So any way this blog is dedicated to my two bestest friends, and they know who they are.

My first friend is like the best listener in the entire world, and I'm not kidding. She is so great at listening to everyone's problems and helping them find a solution. She is so nice and understanding about things that I wonder sometimes if I even deserve her as a friend. If I don't want to do something she totally understands and doesn't pressure me into doing anything I don't want. She is the best at that.

My second friend is the more adventurous of the three of us. She tries new things so that we don't have to. It is sometimes quite funny, and she gets mad for about a day and then she realizes that what she did was hilarious. She's into the bands that I'm into, but that my other friend doesn't like. You know, Miley Cyrus, Good Charlotte, Simple Plan, those types. She's more of the rocker of the group, and my other friend is more of a country girl. She's also into the tv shows that I like, which is great because right after they're done we are on facebook talking about what happened. They are both great.

I myself like anything with a good beat. You name it and I probably listen to it. You should see my iPod. I have everything from Toby Keith to Miley, from The Veronicas to Eminem. I have a little bit of everything. Including classical music such as Vivaldi, Bach, and Beethoven.

My friends are people that I can count on to be there when I need them. If I'm having an off day I know that I can call them up and talk to them, or if I need someone there, they are already on their way to my house. They are the two bestest people that I know, and I hope that I keep them for a long time. So thanks for reading my bestest friends.

Family Pt.2

My grandmother and my mother just got into this huge argument over my grandmother withholding information. My grandmother likes power and therefor withholds vital information in order to keep said power. Unfortunately that makes everyone around her angry. My grandmother likes everyone around her to be unhappy because she is unhappy. I am so not into all this drama. She likes her kids fighting, and that the only "real child" that she has is my aunt who moved all the way to Iowa just to be away from her. My uncle's moved out to Seattle and Odessa also to be away from her. I don't think she realizes that no one wants to be around her, because she is a mean, bitter old woman. I swear if I weren't her granddaughter I probably wouldn't even talk to her.

In other news my mom got a job. Doesn't pay much but at least it's a job. I'm still looking for something close that I would like to do. I got offered a job with a sales company but I turned it down because you didn't get payed for training and you had to pay them to get the samples of the items that they sell. Who does that?

I don't know how many more family posts I'm going to be doing. This could be it or there could be ten more just like this. Anyway, thanks for reading my obscenely whiny post.

Whining about Whining

I am so sick of hearing people whine about there lives, and then they do nothing about their problems. Many people in my family whine about how others treat them and then they come and whine about it to me. I feel like if you have enough time to whine about it then you have enough time to fix the problem yourself. I am tired of hearing about your problems when I have enough of my own, and I know this sounds like whining about other people whining, but I have a really good reason. I have always been seen as the person who has the answer, and just because I gave good advice a few times doesn't mean I want to do it for a living. It is just so annoying that I can't stand it. Okay sorry for my rant there, but I am just fed up with people.

Family

Do you ever just have a family that is so horrible that you just want to run screaming down the street naked? Well, that would be my family times 10. Not only are they all greedy but anytime they need or want anything, guess who they call? Me. It's a pain. They don't realize the pressure that I'm under or the things that I'm trying to accomplish. The only people I have left are my mom and best friend, and neither of them want anything from me, which is the best part. I really wish I didn't have to talk to my family, but you all know how it is, you have to because their "family".

This past month or so I have had to deal with so much crap from them all. My grandmother up in Seattle just died, which was my dad's family, and their all trying to get as much money as they can. Last year when me and my mother went up for Easter, we asked where everybody was, and you know how she responded? "Oh they're all just waiting for me to die." At the time I thought she was kidding, but turns out she wasn't. Now they're all just fighting over money and material possesions. I just hope that they leave me out of it.

Now a couple of weeks ago, my grandmother that lives in Overland Park, got some bad news from the doctor. Turns out she has lung cancer. She's going to be going in next Monday to talk options and how far along it is. That's full of drama too. I just can't deal with any of that anymore. Not only is my grandmother going through this my mother and her sister are fighting, and I have no idea why. My mother practicly raised her sister. Too much drama for me. I am so done with it.

Lately I have been working on scrapbooking. I've been trying to take as many pictures as I can lately. I've been trying to remember things. You just never know when it's all going to fall apart.

I would also like to apologize for not posting in a long time. It's just been grazy around here. So thanks for reading about all the crap that's been going on.